So I'm back at uni tomorrow, after tooooo long spending time at home sitting on my arse, and gaining weight. It didn't help that during my assessments, bulimia really turned it's ugly head, and hit me full on - to the point where I'd even binge in front of my friends, and go and purge, no matter where I was, leaving me with a not-so-respectable, and all new high weight.
However, I'm fairly confident that with all these fuck ups, going back to uni will really, really get my arse in gear. I'll only have one day a week to myself, as I have work on the days that I'm not at uni.
So, the plan is to concentrate on getting the best grades possible at uni, being the best member of staff at work, and in any time I have left after work and revision, train myself in ballet, so when the ballet school near me starts it's next semester... which is in quite a few months time... I'll be at intermediate level, so I can jump straight into decent training :].
The aim, therefore, is to lose as much weight as I can, as fast as I can (obviously) and be perfect!!
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