Ughhh

I feel so disgusting! I binged like fuck today. The entire family were pushing food onto me, and I just couldn't resist any longer! I've decided I'm going to do the ABC, but in order to make it more achievable, I'm going to double the intake, but do it for 100 days instead of 50. If I start tomorrow, I should finish the day before my birthday, which is perfect! I'm aiming to get to 105lbs, which means i have 32lbs to lose... Definately achievable :]

So, It's going to be as follows:
Day 1: 1000 calories (or less)
Day 2:  1000 calories (or less)
3: 600 calories
4: 800 calories
5: 200 calories
6: 400 calories
7:  600 calories
8: 800 calories
9: 1000 calories
10: Juice Fast
11: 300 calories
12: 400 calories
13: 800 calories
14: 700 calories
15: 500 calories
16: 400 calories
17:  Juice Fast
18: 400 calories
19: 200 calories
20: Juice Fast
21: 600 calories
22: 500 calories
23: 400 calories
24: 300 calories
25: 200 calories
26: 100 calories
27: 200 calories
28: 400 calories
29: 400 calories
30: 600 calories
31: 1600 calories
32: Juice Fast
33: 500 calories
34: 700 calories
35: 900 calories
36: Juice Fast
37: 1000 calories
38: 900 calories
39: 800 calories
40: 700 calories
41: 600 calories
42: 500 calories
43: 400 calories
44: 400 calories
45: 500 calories
46: 400 calories
47: 600 calories
48: 400 calories
49: 300 calories
50: Juice Fast

Repeat

This means that the day before my birthday will be a juice fast, and then I can relax a little on my birthday, which will be a sunday, so there's not much chance of me going clubbing. I don't drink alcohol anyways.

After that I'm probs going to do the 2468 diet, minus the fasting to avoid suspicion. The modificated ABC scares me a little, because the calorie allowances are soooo high, but I guess it means I'll get to my GW by my birthday, and I'm less likely to fail, so that's a good thing. I used to just take each day as it comes, but I NEED a solid plan to stick to, otherwise I'm gonna stay fat forever :/